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New. You're So New [Mar. 13th, 2009|04:43 pm]
My mother's daughter
New job. New guys. New everything.

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Foiled again [Aug. 18th, 2008|08:12 pm]
My mother's daughter
Yeah, I had a good day.
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Nuzzled [Aug. 18th, 2008|01:55 pm]
My mother's daughter
So My moon, My Man is going back up state tomorrow for school and I've been left with an oh so bitter taste in my mouth. He's sent me so many mixed signals its unholy. All is fine and dandy when the clothes are off, but god forbid we sit next to each other at the movie theater. That's would just be...mean, he would say.

I know I know you all are thinking "why are you wasting your time with that guy? Move on, he's after your body not your heart and the second he gets back to State with all the ungrad ass he'lls top calling."


But let's think for a moment about how shitty the past years have been and how I've been (for lack of better words) aching for some compassion. Even if it is a damn lie. Give me these few hours of just pretend happiness so i can mope later like I always do.

They're outside smoking now and I can't go out because it makes my eyes water and my hair REEEEEK. So i'll sit in here and just beam because he'd just nuzzled my neck and kissed my ear before stepping out the door.
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Well... [Jul. 4th, 2008|08:05 pm]
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Worthless. Just worthless.
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Get on my level [May. 28th, 2008|08:44 pm]
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Holy hell!

Everything happens for a reason right? Okay well I was all piss-ant because I had to drive my friend all the way to Montgomery for a class. (GAS SUCKS), but i've realized that I came here for a reason.

I passed on old crush, an old flame if you will. And dudes, he's a hot mess. He looks like he's been living out of a truck for 3 years.

Let me go back and expose you to the horror that was Jacob Busk. He was adorable and too young for me. We met at a summer camp and I guess trees, dirt and lack of parental controls makes preteenies very touchie feelie. Well the fucker dropped me the second we got off of the bus. I was devastated! It hurt for a while but I got over it once the little shit moved to Nevada. Or so they said.

Well I just passed him on the campus walk five years later and bloody hail! Glad I dodged that bullet!
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GEt down, boogie oogie oogie [May. 19th, 2008|08:55 am]
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We're going to the gay bah the gay bah the gay bah!

Okay we went. Emily invited me to go with her people and I dragged BJ along. It was a blast. I should be going back again one day.
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(no subject) [May. 19th, 2008|08:47 am]
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Alright so, it's been two or maybe three weeks. I can't believe that this all sparked from one little night out of town. It makes me wonder if I had gone earlier, all those other times I was invited, would it be any different? I am left to assume that maybe everything happens for a reason and this my final test. I mean come on, is he really good for me?

Yes. He is very good for me. He's no nonsense, muy intellegente, and my good, his eyes. My only doubt is that his description of me is far less appealing. All guys make me doubt myself. Yeah you can say I'm pretty or 'hot' for my type of chick but what does that do for me? If you can't hold me or look at me with true emotion then I want nothing of it.

He's very light with the ladies and he doesn't even know it. But I think we're exactly alike in that sense. I mean think about it? All my guy friends are my better friends and 90% of them I have fooled around with or had some attraction to in some way. Even the ones I just met. Well just switch the me with he and the guys with gals. My question is does he mind work the same way mine does? Does he think about the second door although his eyes are fixated on one?

They girls he knows are gorgeous. They're fun, their just all out amazing. Can I compete with that? I confidently tell myself yes, but my body won't let me move.

In less than a week he'll be gone and I won't se him again for a month and then after that, not at all. I'll miss him, I miss him now. More so because I know that he's openly with that other girl. And it sucks because I said that that was what I wanted. i couldn't hold onto him knowing how he felt about her.

We'll see how this week goes and what gts said. What was done in darkness shall come to the light right?
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Fuck the high horse [Apr. 14th, 2008|11:26 pm]
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In the time between me logging off and washing my hair, I got this message saying how he's going on a date with the OTHER girl. The one I warned him about. The one I seemed to be the replacement for.

Everytime I start feeling good and considering some sort of change, I get pushed right off the cloud.

I knew it wouldn't last long.
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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2007|07:10 pm]
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I get it now, ha ha ha Tears for Fears you bastards
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Interesting [Apr. 15th, 2007|03:11 pm]
My mother's daughter
Dax Shepard is the man.
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